I have been feeling down recently, the math seem too hard to me after the mid break. Maybe that's because I have been spending the mid break reading comics instead of reading notes.
Well, it is logical that I find the math are hard, in fact I have been doing last minute work all along in the semester, which actually against the plan in my mind during the beginning of the semester. Yes, I know that's my fault.
There were so many times that I feel like giving up doing math, since they are too difficult to me. Also, I can actually do the assignment by myself, which start to worry me, because how am I going to do the work in Honours next year, when I couldn't even do an assignment just by myself?
Also, I actually don't feel "hurt" when I lost marks in the test, also in the assignment, all my mind was thinking just to finish up the stuff as soon as possible...
I think I am working things in the wrong direction, have been trying to pull myself back to the right track, but it doesn't work well since there aren't many time left. And, I am so so so so so so nervous about the coming exam, especially the Ring Theory part in Math338 and Chaos part in Math332, Rings are too hard, and I am lost in the Chaos, even if there are topics which similar with Math339.
Oh my, this is really difficult semester, and I only got 3 weeks left before the first exam!!! Wish me luck, because I do need it!!!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
スーパー感動する！！
Many many years ago, when I was still living in Kampung Coldstream, almost every kid knows the name "RX", because there was a Tokusatsu (Japanese term that describes any live-action film or television drama that usually features superheroes and makes considerable use of special effects) named "Kamen Rider Black RX". It was so popular until we (referring to the kids who was living in Kampung Coldstream) were watching the same episode few times a day, and after watching it, we will start acting the character, and "review" the whole episode.
Finally, there is a movie of Kamen Rider Decade which I don't know when is it coming out, but from what I knew from the news was, Kamen Rider Black RX and Kamen Rider Black will show up in the movie, and Shadow Moon will show up as well, and Minami Kotaro will be in the movie too!!! I am so expecting the movie!!!
Of course the name Minami Kotaro (南光太郎, "Nam Gong Tai Long" in Cantonese) is an unforgettable burn mark of us all, even for my mom, because I always play the same episode for so many time in the same day back then in my childhood memory!
After these years, the same actor, reprising the same character, Minami Kotaro in the new series of Kamen Rider - Kamen Rider Decade (Well, not really new, the new one is Kamen Rider W aka Kamen Rider Double). However, I got so exciting when I saw his appearance again as Minami Kotaro !!!
Furthermore, the most exciting part is the return of Kamen Rider Black RX and Kamen Rider Black!!! By the way, the actor of Minami Kotaro, Tetsuo Kurata was the only one who was acting the main character in 2 different season of Kamen Rider Series.
Finally, there is a movie of Kamen Rider Decade which I don't know when is it coming out, but from what I knew from the news was, Kamen Rider Black RX and Kamen Rider Black will show up in the movie, and Shadow Moon will show up as well, and Minami Kotaro will be in the movie too!!! I am so expecting the movie!!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
I Miss You....
After submitting the assignment on last Monday, I got my time watching "D.I.E Again" and after that, I start to watch "You're Fired".
However, due to the side effect of the medicines, I suffer a headache for 4 days, so I wasn't that enjoyable when I watching the dramas. It took me 3 days to finish watching "D.I.E Again" which is on Tuesday, and I start to watch "You're Fired" immediately after finish watching "D.I.E Again", then on Wednesday, because my headache was still there, I didn't watch much episodes as I used to be.
So, I look at the monitor, and actually wasn't on the mood to listen songs, and you know what?? I actually start to think about differentiations, equations, then it just leading to some other stuff.....and , yeah!!! I actually missing the math already, although part of the reason are the assignments, I miss it!!! I miss the math like a boy who misses his girlfriend... I even miss it when I was walking, sometime eating....and more seriously, I don't feel like looking around like a scanner, but just want to focus on thinking (Well, I still like to scan around, just that I wasn't really in the mood at the moment). Maybe this is caused by my lonely single life, or I am really missing it because I have nothing else to think about.
Haih, everyone seems busy during the mid semester break, only I am the one who is free at the moment, I think it is time for me to get myself involve to my lovely math assignments rather than thinking "what should I do today?" during the morning.
Yes, I miss you!
However, due to the side effect of the medicines, I suffer a headache for 4 days, so I wasn't that enjoyable when I watching the dramas. It took me 3 days to finish watching "D.I.E Again" which is on Tuesday, and I start to watch "You're Fired" immediately after finish watching "D.I.E Again", then on Wednesday, because my headache was still there, I didn't watch much episodes as I used to be.
So, I look at the monitor, and actually wasn't on the mood to listen songs, and you know what?? I actually start to think about differentiations, equations, then it just leading to some other stuff.....and , yeah!!! I actually missing the math already, although part of the reason are the assignments, I miss it!!! I miss the math like a boy who misses his girlfriend... I even miss it when I was walking, sometime eating....and more seriously, I don't feel like looking around like a scanner, but just want to focus on thinking (Well, I still like to scan around, just that I wasn't really in the mood at the moment). Maybe this is caused by my lonely single life, or I am really missing it because I have nothing else to think about.
Haih, everyone seems busy during the mid semester break, only I am the one who is free at the moment, I think it is time for me to get myself involve to my lovely math assignments rather than thinking "what should I do today?" during the morning.
Yes, I miss you!
Friday, September 4, 2009
Maybe I.....
Maybe I just cannot stand the life of being single again, that's why I start acting abnormally, thinking things in the wrong direction....
Maybe I just tried to feel the things rather than having it, or action to have it, I just want to feel things so I could think more!!!
Maybe I just curious about the feeling, that's why I keep on, confuse myself so that I will keep convincing myself that I am fine!!
Maybe all this stuff I am doing is not the right thing, but I just keep on telling myself not to think it as something wrong....
Maybe I just got lost, when I try to think that I shouldn't try to act cool, but actually I am burning inside when I try to say something silly to you....Oh, man~ none of the stuff that I told you making sense, is just that the flame inside me let me become so silly....
I think, maybe I am in love! Oh my bloody-cha-siew!
(Well, this post was written under some very unusual circumference, the content might not be making any sense, neither true.)
Maybe I just tried to feel the things rather than having it, or action to have it, I just want to feel things so I could think more!!!
Maybe I just curious about the feeling, that's why I keep on, confuse myself so that I will keep convincing myself that I am fine!!
Maybe all this stuff I am doing is not the right thing, but I just keep on telling myself not to think it as something wrong....
Maybe I just got lost, when I try to think that I shouldn't try to act cool, but actually I am burning inside when I try to say something silly to you....Oh, man~ none of the stuff that I told you making sense, is just that the flame inside me let me become so silly....
I think, maybe I am in love! Oh my bloody-cha-siew!
(Well, this post was written under some very unusual circumference, the content might not be making any sense, neither true.)
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
The Relationship's Isomorphism
Several years ago, when I was still a school boy, who first encounter the term "function" in the Additional Mathematics class, I actually don't feel very good about it, because the teacher was asking a very obvious question which is hard to explain, she was asking, "Apalah 'fungsi' (what is function)??", and its funny that someone actually answer "fungsi ialah function! (The student was just translating the word 'function' from Malay to English)". Well, back then I wasn't really familiar with Malay, nor English, so I actually don't understand what that means!
Until I switch to the other class, when Mr.Gan (my add math teacher), who once again explain the definition of "function", and with some exercise, I finally understand what "function" is (in mathematics). Functions, as the terminology in mathematics, which is a "mapping" from one set to the other set, or other term which is more suitable, "relation" (but in further study of math, the word "relation" means something else, but I am not going to that far).
For example, imagine there are 3 tables, one at your left hand side, one at your front, and the other one is at your left hand side. So, imagine that, you place all the fruits you have in your refrigerator, such as durian, apple, pea, peach etc, to the table at your left; and for the table at your left, you just put all the glasses, cup, tea pot, all the container that you can found from your kitchen; finally, you put a blender at the table at your front.
Okay, now the purpose is obvious, imagine you are trying to make fruit juice by putting the fruit to the blender, and you start blending it, then you just pour the juice to the glasses which located on the table at your right.
In mathematics, we call the tables at your left, as well as the right one as "Set", and call the blender which help you to "transform" the fruits become juice as "function"! Alright, I think now is clear about the basic definition of "function" (although there is still some other thing about function which I haven't tell, but I won't go further about it, because I can see you start yawning already!), it is time to learn something new!!!
Now, assume that each fruit are unique, imagine there are only one apple, one durian, one peach, etc, as well as the glasses, every glasses are different things.
We call a function (the blender) as "monomorphism (one-to-one mapping)" if the juice of an apple on the left table only fill up a cup on the right table (via the function of the blender). And, please forget about the mix fruit juice, again, that's just the definition of a "function" which I am not going to explain here. Well, just ignore the goddamn mix fruit juice!!! Also, please don’t try to pour the apple juice to two different containers, because that’ll make the blender become NOT a function, that’s why I am asking you to forget about mixing juice!!! (Go to BOOST if you are seeking for the mixing juice!! Especially in Tuesday night!)
And, we call a function (Yes, is the blender again!) as "epimorphism (onto mapping)" if you blender every fruit you have on the left table, the fruit juice you have just fill up every cup or glasses or teapot (all the container) you have at the right table (don't worry about how many ml, just think all the container all filled with the juice) via the function of blender.
Phew...finally, I can tell you what an Isomorphism (one-to-one and onto mapping) is, an Isomorphism is a monomorphism and epimorphism. And, why is that so important??? Well, in mathematics, an isomorphism exists inverse. Unfortunately, in our example, the blender can’t "transform" the juice back to fruit....but and Isomorphism is something which can do that!
Well, sorry that I wrote too much again... and now I will start explain what does "The Relationship's Isomorphism" mean, also from now on, I will assume you all know and understand the terms I just told you....
Dude, when you have a crushed on a girl, and start chasing her. And, from now on, I want you to treat the girl's expectation as the table with entire containers.
Well, if your action is a monomorphism. Oh man, that's so sad, because she just treat you as friend, and what you did was just like a friend, the action you did is just not enough to let her feel you, because the action you didn't reach all her expectation, you just didn't fill enough juice to her cup(s) (well, don't think too much about this!!), and I can say to you is "Try harder next time, bro! The world is full of hope!!!”
In the other hand, if your action happen to be an epimorphism. Oh well, I salute you! You work so hard to get her attention, even though if the thing would only require you to do once, you did it twice; even though she just expects to receive 9 roses, you sent her 18 roses. However, that's just too sad, because she might not appreciate you, then her expectation might start growing, and you keep on doubling your action.....then you just end up giving, might not get any reward. And, all I can say to you is "Buddy, just give up on her!! Remember, as long as you live, there are hopes!!”
But under certain circumference, your action is an isomorphism. Wow, she can't run away from your palm!! And, Gong Hei Nei!! There exist an inverse, i.e. she feels you and rewards you!!! Then if you happen to meet me, just shout "NO LENG LUI!!!" to me (shake my hand at the same time, and then hug me) and we shout "NO HOPE!!!" together!!!
So, when you action is an isomorphism, then that's The Relationship's Isomorphism!!!
Friends, remember, don't give too much, neither too few!!
Until I switch to the other class, when Mr.Gan (my add math teacher), who once again explain the definition of "function", and with some exercise, I finally understand what "function" is (in mathematics). Functions, as the terminology in mathematics, which is a "mapping" from one set to the other set, or other term which is more suitable, "relation" (but in further study of math, the word "relation" means something else, but I am not going to that far).
For example, imagine there are 3 tables, one at your left hand side, one at your front, and the other one is at your left hand side. So, imagine that, you place all the fruits you have in your refrigerator, such as durian, apple, pea, peach etc, to the table at your left; and for the table at your left, you just put all the glasses, cup, tea pot, all the container that you can found from your kitchen; finally, you put a blender at the table at your front.
Okay, now the purpose is obvious, imagine you are trying to make fruit juice by putting the fruit to the blender, and you start blending it, then you just pour the juice to the glasses which located on the table at your right.
In mathematics, we call the tables at your left, as well as the right one as "Set", and call the blender which help you to "transform" the fruits become juice as "function"! Alright, I think now is clear about the basic definition of "function" (although there is still some other thing about function which I haven't tell, but I won't go further about it, because I can see you start yawning already!), it is time to learn something new!!!
Now, assume that each fruit are unique, imagine there are only one apple, one durian, one peach, etc, as well as the glasses, every glasses are different things.
We call a function (the blender) as "monomorphism (one-to-one mapping)" if the juice of an apple on the left table only fill up a cup on the right table (via the function of the blender). And, please forget about the mix fruit juice, again, that's just the definition of a "function" which I am not going to explain here. Well, just ignore the goddamn mix fruit juice!!! Also, please don’t try to pour the apple juice to two different containers, because that’ll make the blender become NOT a function, that’s why I am asking you to forget about mixing juice!!! (Go to BOOST if you are seeking for the mixing juice!! Especially in Tuesday night!)
And, we call a function (Yes, is the blender again!) as "epimorphism (onto mapping)" if you blender every fruit you have on the left table, the fruit juice you have just fill up every cup or glasses or teapot (all the container) you have at the right table (don't worry about how many ml, just think all the container all filled with the juice) via the function of blender.
Phew...finally, I can tell you what an Isomorphism (one-to-one and onto mapping) is, an Isomorphism is a monomorphism and epimorphism. And, why is that so important??? Well, in mathematics, an isomorphism exists inverse. Unfortunately, in our example, the blender can’t "transform" the juice back to fruit....but and Isomorphism is something which can do that!
Well, sorry that I wrote too much again... and now I will start explain what does "The Relationship's Isomorphism" mean, also from now on, I will assume you all know and understand the terms I just told you....
Dude, when you have a crushed on a girl, and start chasing her. And, from now on, I want you to treat the girl's expectation as the table with entire containers.
Well, if your action is a monomorphism. Oh man, that's so sad, because she just treat you as friend, and what you did was just like a friend, the action you did is just not enough to let her feel you, because the action you didn't reach all her expectation, you just didn't fill enough juice to her cup(s) (well, don't think too much about this!!), and I can say to you is "Try harder next time, bro! The world is full of hope!!!”
In the other hand, if your action happen to be an epimorphism. Oh well, I salute you! You work so hard to get her attention, even though if the thing would only require you to do once, you did it twice; even though she just expects to receive 9 roses, you sent her 18 roses. However, that's just too sad, because she might not appreciate you, then her expectation might start growing, and you keep on doubling your action.....then you just end up giving, might not get any reward. And, all I can say to you is "Buddy, just give up on her!! Remember, as long as you live, there are hopes!!”
But under certain circumference, your action is an isomorphism. Wow, she can't run away from your palm!! And, Gong Hei Nei!! There exist an inverse, i.e. she feels you and rewards you!!! Then if you happen to meet me, just shout "NO LENG LUI!!!" to me (shake my hand at the same time, and then hug me) and we shout "NO HOPE!!!" together!!!
So, when you action is an isomorphism, then that's The Relationship's Isomorphism!!!
Friends, remember, don't give too much, neither too few!!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Energy Drinks
There is something I want to say about energy drinks. Well, I've been start drinking energy drinks since last semester, and it seems like I have been drinking it the recently, hope it doesn't cause me to continue drinking it, if it does, then I am no different than a smoker, and even worse that these drinks aren't good for heart, people might get heart attack by drinking too much.
However, I can feel there is some symptom appear to myself if I didn't drink these energy drinks, I just keep on yawning during class. Hmmm, that might because of the classes are mostly afternoon class, but it happens in morning class as well, why am I yawning during the math lecture???
Arrr, hope I could stop this, but I just finished another bottle of "Mother" while I am writing this post, isn't that funny that I just said that I wanted to stop but on the other hand that I just finished another can of it. Well, men's words are unreliable, always~!
About the taste of the energy drinks, all I could say it taste nasty, but that's how it works!? It is just like you have fun with a girl in some night, then about 14 days later, the girl just visit you and tell you she is pregnant, where you are still seeking more hope. Then, several years after, when you woke up in the morning from your "sweet-spring-dream", and you just see your wife when your eyes open....
Wow, Heaps of Energy!!!
That's how the energy drinks taste like! (A Creepy-Good-Morning)
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